My mind sometimes go everywhere. Sometimes it can be all normal on the outside, I can do work on the laptop etc, but in my mind, there is like a battle of screams. Sometimes it will go on for hours, sometimes just for a few minutes.
But today, i felt good Alhamdulillah. Despite of all the other things that i have to fight through, i managed to do a lot of things before noon. I had my workout, i made a batch of Chocolate Chip Cookies now chilling in the fridge before i bake them with the kids later and i finished a painting.
Even right now, with all these little achievements, yes, I like to celebrate little achievements. Yes, so, even right now as i am typing all these words, my heart is racing, my mind is starting to wander off into the land of overthinking, I feel nauseous and a little hate for myself for the other things I’m lacking at. Okay maybe hate is a tad too strong, disappointed maybe? Or Frustrated? probably all of them.
But I am praying for a better day, it’s only noon. Till next time.
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